And now, here are some more of my rhymes...

please forgive me if some of them still have no titles...

 

 

I dreamed…

 

Do you know what I dreamt of last night

It was beautiful and out of sight

I dreamed of a place that was so bright

Being there really felt so right

 

You were there with me to share

My dreams, my thoughts, you showed you cared

And into each other’s eyes we stared

And then your soul to me you bared

 

I saw something deep within

And I felt sure your heart I must win

For you are the girl for me I feel

And this bond with you I hope to seal

 

 

 

As I watch the night sky, I dream of thee

Are we under the same night? Do you also see?

The stars have aligned and they form patterns

For use to behold, to take in and discern

 

I see our fates, intertwined as they lay

Together we shall be, come what may

Destined to be one, our souls are made

Our hearts beckon to one another, this they bade

 

My love, my darling, we were made for each other

Lovers in the past, reborn to be once more together

Written in the stars, we need only to grasp our destiny

Soul mates we are, bound for eternity

 

 

 

Don’t you wonder why you do some things?

Compelled by a force, it’s mysterious being?

You wonder why you got a knife

And your hand wants to take a life

Bad thoughts just pop in your head

You then want to wish your neighbor dead

You ask why? I’ve been really good, oh why?

Do I kiss everything good good-bye?

I’ve been losing control

Over my soul

Makes my skin want to crawl

Is this the start of my fall?

Do I embrace this feeling?

Or should I start my screaming?

Something’s fucking with me

But I think I feel a bit of glee

Damn! I’m so mixed-up in my brain

It’s like my thoughts are starting to drain

Whatever is happening to me?

Do I give in or do I flee?

I feel like I want to die

But deep inside I want to fly

Are these thoughts really my own?

Has my dark side really grown?

Oh why? I was raised as a catholic by my

Mother who is a Christian who cried

When I did all those bad things to my neighbor

Because he really bored me to the core

He was always so fucking sad

But when I killed him, I didn’t felt bad

I even tortured him a bit

I smacked him good on his kit

He didn’t even felt his blood

Spread over the carpet like a flood

Oh I felt good after that

And then I skinned his cat

My friends all are confused

They say I need to be defused

They’ve called the loony bin for me

But I’m sane as I can be, they don’t see

Power flows through my veins

I want to see blood pour like the rain

But first I need to escape

After that girl I killed and raped

She screamed for help like a whore

And in reply, I violently roared

But then the fuzz arrive

And I then take a dive

But my reflexes are damn slow

I take a hit, in my leg I know

This is the end for me

I point my gun to my belly

I pull the trigger and I scream

I then lie awake, it was a dream

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Crash goes the waves into the wall

My thoughts have slowed to barely a crawl

I think of nothing else but my hunnie

As I sit here on this rock that’s quite bumpy

 

I sit all alone but I’m not really alone

Coz you’re with me, in my heart I’ve known

I can feel the love across the ocean

Love overflowing with pure emotion

 

The sea is calm and it sort of soothes me

Two days more and I’m supposed to be happy

My birthday is to come and I’ll be having a party

But it won’t be complete coz she’s not with me

 

But she told me it’s cool and she wished me good

My baby’s like that, if she could she would

Come over here to spend time with me

That’d be a night spent perfectly

 

I bet we’d dance all night with her arms around me

I’d look in her eyes that are so lovely

I’d melt in her arms and I’d go with the motion

Kiss her on the lips with lots of passion

 

Yeah, that’d be a night like no other I’ve had

Sometimes I just want to hold her so bad

But she’s out there across the ocean so wide

"I love you Soumaly!" to the night I cried

 

ah… this is life and it’s full of moments

moments that come in heavy torrents

one day I’ll spend a moment with my hunnie

and it’d last forever, I would die happy

 

 

 

I am here in my house because I am sick

Lying on my back, wishing I would heal quick

It’s not that I miss being busy at work

I mean, who would miss all those jerks

I just want to be better so I could go

Out and about, around you know…

I hate being cooped up in the house

Like being in a trap, feeling like a mouse

But there is one thing that l like being here

And that is when I’m here, my thoughts are clear

Clear as crystal, I think of the things

Which give my life, a semblance of meaning

For day to day, I get more depressed

From all the things that give me stress

Things like pressure, because I’m getting older

Responsibility and all the things that matter

The only thing that makes me happy

Is when I talk to my darling hunnie

She is the star that guides my path

She adds up just like in math

Her sweetness of being makes me swoon

She makes me want to give her the moon

But even better she taught me something I forgot

And that is to love, and to hate not

When I get better, I hope I can do

Things that will make her laugh and say boo!

For now, I live only for my hunnie

And she is enough, for me, to be happy

 

 

 

I walked down the street and I hit a post

I bump my head and I feel like I wanna doze

My eyes see stars and my head feels heavy

But then I remember my baby Soumaly

 

She makes me sane when I should be dizzy

Gives meaning to the stuff that sometimes seem crazy

She takes away the pain in my heart and in my soul

She makes me feel one, complete and whole

 

So on I walk, down the street of despair

Where people look down and don’t give a care

I go about my business and walk really fast

All I wanna do is just get pass

 

I walk like a drunk coz my thoughts are adrift

I don’t realize that my legs aren’t swift

I slow to a crawl and people pass me by

I think of my baby while time flies

 

I think of her coz I miss her bad

Sometimes, it makes me feel kinda sad

But it’s ok coz we love each other

We understand completely one another

 

But I still can’t help missing her so

But I won’t let it bring me low

Coz I know she won’t like it if I feel sad

And all I want her is to always be glad

 

So on I walk with my chin up to the sky

I try to walk fast, I let my legs fly

But my eyes are dazed like I’ve seen a ghost

And so I crash yet into another lamp post

 

 

 

 

 

moonlight

 

 

 

When moonlight crashes through my window

And the scary black birds start to crow

I crawl under my white sheets

And tuck in my stinky little feet

 

I try to sleep to forget my thoughts

And wow o wow my dreams have brought

Thoughts of you my love, my dear

I remember it well, it was so clear

 

We ran together in a verdant meadow

Holding hands under the sun that was so yellow

I looked into your eyes and drowned

Your love is the best jewel in my crown

 

You are to me the breath that I breathe

To love you deeply, this is my creed

We walked for a while and then we stopped

You looked at me and my heart flip-flopped

 

I heard my heart beat drum in my head

And words full of love were all that you said

And then we kissed, it was so sweet

I started to fly which was no small feat

 

You flew with me through the blue sky

And then my eyes suddenly started to cry

I thought to myself, I’m one lucky boy

And now is not the time to be coy

 

I told you that I loved you like no other

And even though you lived far away, it isn’t a bother

And how you’ve changed me deep down inside

All my deepest secrets, I’ve learned to confide

 

And then we fell and I grabbed you

I said "this is it, I love you"

You then leaned over and hugged me so tight

You took away all of my fright

 

And together we crashed and I woke up

I then went to the kitchen to fix me a cup

I thought of my dream and what might it mean

I put together the facts to ascertain what might be seen

 

And then it hit me, how could I be so dumb

A smile cracked my face as I wiped the crumbs

I knew why we fell, it just came to me

Our love was always meant to be

 

My dream meant that we’d be together in the future

But when this will be, I can’t be so sure

All I know is that there’d be good times and bad

At times we’ll be happy and there are times we’ll be sad

 

 

In my dream, we flew and fell down

This represents the smiles and the frowns

And all in all, it shows love that’s true

And what can I say except I love you

 

So I say my dear, look up and smile

I’ll be with you soon, in a little while

Though the seas are wide and keeps us apart

You’ll always be dear and in my heart

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My Reason…

 

I used to stare at the ceiling

Thinking as to my being

Why was I here on this Earth

And what could the reasons be for my birth

 

This went on for a while

As I walked a few more miles

Down the road of my life

Which was rife with strife

 

But then my eyes were opened

And my heart started to mend

Something sparked and started a fire

Something raised me from the mire

 

I now look with new eyes

And I want to start new ties

With the world that I live in

I now have a reason for living

 

My walk has somehow changed

My senses have found a new range

I now long for the next day

Like I long for the sun’s rays

 

I listen to the birds sing a new tune

My life is like a big boon

I sleep very well at night

Dreaming no dreams that give me fright

 

I’ve found new meaning in my soul

Which has then made me feel whole

I’ve learned to take on a new role

As I found myself climbing out of the hole

 

I now live

So I could give

My heart and my soul to you

Your are my reason for living

And you know this is true

You are the one who made me wanting

You showed me things I never knew

You are the breath that keeps me going

Gave my life a new hue

You are my reason for living

And that is why I am writing…

 

My heart out to you

 

 

 

 

I’m tied to the wheel

No control is what I feel

I’m so confused with everything

 

I work until dawn

I feel like I’m a pawn

I don’t think I’m living

 

I don’t know why I’m like this

But I’m sure that I’m pissed

Maybe I’ll be turning

 

One day I’ll explode

Then I’ll change my mode

I’ll be very frightening

 

Now let us see

What I could be

The glass is reflecting

 

I then see my soul

It’s turned black as coal

I don’t like what I’m seeing

 

But I don’t think, I will, you see

I just want to be little old me

I will try to stay as sane as possible

And try to be good if I’m able

 

But what is this, my fates been planned

Ain’t life just fucking grand

I’m out of control, tired of me

I will die can’t you see

 

But I’ll try to fight

I want to see the whites

I’ll try my best or die

 

I don’t like their plan

I want to be a man

I don’t want to live a lie

 

One day I hope, I will, get to, the way

I want to end my day

That is as a man who’s in control of his fate

And not a lackey, the idea I hate

 

I’m tired of this

My hands balled into a fist

 

 

 

 

 

 

A lot of people talk, a lot of people lie

All of this talk just makes me sigh…

 

I like to remember the days of past

Memories that are happy always lasts

 

I remember when you told me all your wildest dreams

It all made me wonder and I flashed a beam

 

Did you ever find out what I found in you

Or were you too busy looking for things that are new

 

All of my fears, all of my tears

I told you through the years

 

Do you remember the day we met

That day forward, my heart was set

 

But then you changed, you denied your dreams

Even though it wasn’t you so it seems

 

I still love you, but is it the same?

When I talk like this do you find it lame?

 

Well, I won’t blame you, I won’t cry

It was your choice to deny

 

Your feelings for me, your feelings for us

You denied all and then asked what’s the fuss?

 

I’m sorry about all that’s happened

But I hope you’ll remember you were gladdened

 

Back then when we first met ages ago

Will we turn back, do you think so?

 

I will remain, I will stay

Maybe in my bed oh I will lay

 

Until then…

 

 

 

 

I look from my window and I see the city

Its lights twinkle, splendid is its beauty

But behind every beauty lies an ugliness that’s there

You’ll only see this quality when everything has been bared

The city may be charming when the light of day shines

But at night its citizens crawl under the sheets to whine

 

 

stars

 

The stars tonight are lovely

They’re twinkling high above me

But they’re no match for the lovely

Beauty who’s Soumaly

She’s the girl for me

My heart beats for her only

But she lives up north in the

Land of maple, Canada

I dream of her when I sleep

I’ve thoughts of her that are deep

I even think of her all day

Because I love her come what may

But recently I’m sad

And I feel I a little bit bad

Well, it’s because I am busy

And don’t get to talk with my hunnie

Oh well, I hope she thinks

Of me in forty winks

I hope and pray that please someday

Together we’ll be, love’ll find a way

 

 

The sun goes down, I watch from afar

It’s last bright rays glisten on my car

It then sinks slowly into the sea

To rise again in the land of my hunnie

 

She must be just about to wake

To school she’ll go, to do and make

Very good grades in all her classes

Among all those different faces

 

After school, what does she do?

I don’t know, must be something new

Because she likes to keep her mind busy

As you can see she’s not lazy

 

But she says she is a bit lazy

But I don’t believe my Soumaly

Because I know her drive to succeed is max

People should follow in her tracks

 

The day is gone and my work is done

Into the house I go to have some fun

Play Baldur’s Gate I will tonight

The evil forces I will fight

 

Afterwards I’ll go to sleep

To dream of Soumaly for keeps

Because she’s a lady that I love the most

Even though she’s across the coast

 

 

 

What we both know but don’t talk about…

 

You know I love you and this is true

And how I’d love to talk about the future with you

But what can I say, I’m not clairvoyant

I don’t even know how to make up a chant

The future holds much, a lot of them say

Maybe we’ll go down the same uncertain way

What flows through my heart is what I feel

And I just know for sure that it’s real

But I don’t know what will come of us

It’s like we’re riding a no destination bus

And when I say that I mean it like this way

It’s like we’re going round the world but we don’t know where we lay

But do you trust me enough to go where I go

Or do you want to go somewhere, tell me so

If you hold to my hand, I can show you much

Just trust me and love me as you’ve shown such

But if you’re not sure and want to let go

It’s all right with me, I’d understand you know?

The future is what now is not

It may be good and it may be rot

But I know for sure that my love will hold sway

I’m sure of this like the warmth of the sun’s rays

For now we abide by the rules laid to us

By parents and grown-ups who like to cuss

But when the time comes when we’ll make our own path

I hope we’ll be together to cut our own swath

For I know I love you and I love none other

And as time goes by I grow ever fonder

Of my sweet baby girl who I miss like none

For my heart beats for her, she’s my only one

She may be busy, she may be sick

But I know it’s me which makes her tick

And I hope that we’ll get to talk to each other soon

And the picture of hers would be a very great boon

But here I lie, awake and dreaming

Of my lovely baby who’s probably sleeping

Well sleep well my darling, I wish you well

Know this now, it’s for you I fell

Maybe we’ll dream together someday

But for now let’s dream of each other in our own little ways

And maybe, just maybe we’ll see each other soon

Maybe here, maybe there or maybe the on the moon

I just know that our love will be strong to last

Forever, our hearts shall be in one cast

 

 

 

 

 

I skinned my knee oh careless me

This all happened just recently

I was near my house checking out some plants

When boom! Oh my gosh, I was sitting on my pants

I slipped and tried to grab a bush

But I felt as if someone was giving me a push

So down I fell over the edge

I cleared a trail just like a wedge

I lay on my side for a while I guess

When I came to, I was a mess

Blood and gore were on my legs

I yelled for help, I cried and begged

But no help came and I felt sad

I then tried to move just a tad

But my legs felt like hell, I started to yell

Man, my legs I guess were just not well

My arm on the right, I saw bled too

It was bleeding really bad and it also bled goo

So I just lay on my side for a while

And tried to think of how to get out of the pile

Well, soon I felt something really hard

On my side, my phone was my last card

I looked at it and saw it was o.k.

Alright I said, it’s not such a bad day

I dialed for help and soon it arrived

After an hour, it was a long drive

My help came from the city nearest

My friends I thought were really the best

So, I was lifted onto a gurney

And I thought, man, I am lucky

This phone’s gonna be with me for life

I’ll have it bronzed to show to my future wife

So to the hospital I was brought

The pain made me dizzy but it I just fought

And soon the doctors bade me to go home

They told me never to the hill, I again roam

 

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